Anica

I miss this felling. This particular feeling of being spaced out With you.  To feel the black hole in the sky  Till the end of the night On a ketamine high. To feel the gravity beneath my feet Making multiple lines meet On a ketamine peak. I miss this felling. This particular feeling of being weighted down With you.  To be adrift, down the rabbit hole.  With you by my side.

My daddy is miles away. Even though, he takes care of me in a very special way. You try to charm me. Willing to play daddy's part. Yet, you are not reliable and steady. And there is no spark. All talk and no game. You kiss like a twelve year old, and Your desire to possess me is tame. In this hollow aim, I feel nothing but shame. It's time for we to grow old and do some shit.

prefiro benzodiazepínicos e benzina a benzim.

Even the Sun,  Enlightenment rays  Complains when it's too hot. Even the Sun,  In glorious days, Gets joyful when it rains. The land is inhospitable. The Sun, a laissez-faire king, It burns itself and everything in between .

Some girls are for your amusement. “These are just for fun.” Some girls are kinda of Elusive, Not like Anyone. I yearn to be Elusive, unique in my own way. But all I get is from a different display. Don't call me sexy, I'm not your baby.  Don't call me whore and I won't bore. Address me as Elusive, as well as all the Muses. I wanna be wannabe elusive. Is elusiveness an acquired trait?  Can I learn it for god's sake? Don't call me sexy, I'm not your baby.  Don't call me whore and I won't bore. Address me as elusive as well as all the Muses. My sole aspiration is to be Elusive. I wanna be elusive. I wanna be elusive. I wanna be elusive.

I sold myself cheap  I was in too deep  Just an amateur bullshitter  Trying to make ends meet  I, I, Oh I keep selling myself so cheap  I undervalued my self-esteem In pursuit of a dream I undersold my worth  Lost my halo in the dirt  It was my first time  Time passes us by  Now, it’s already over to me I, I, Oh I keep selling myself so cheap  I undervalued my self-esteem In pursuit of a dream  I'll rise above and take my seat  Give it all to me Just an average girl  Trying to make ends meet